| Weird ass dreams |
[Jun. 12th, 2008|08:54 am] |
I've always been a lucid dreamer. I always know when I'm dreaming, and have great controll over the dreams.
The past few day I've had some weird ones.
The other day I had a dream I was fighting two dogs, so I used my magic fire skills to ignite them both. So then the dogs died, but wouldn't let go of my hands. So then I'm running around flailing around two flaming dogs attached to my hands.
Then last night I had a dream I was a kid again. I was playing super Nintendo with Jaron Ryan and my dad. Then all of a sudden I just felt like crap. I got really dizzy, and all of a sudden blood started pouring out of my eyes, ears, and mouth. I go up stairs where mom is doing her hair, and she starts flipping out. Instead of helping me she acts like I'm in trouble and starts throwing stuff at me. So then I go and look at myself int he mirror, and I see my grown up self, which seemed new to me as a kid in the dream. Then I started kinda melting into the mirror, and became my older counterpart. My mom was freaking out more now. So then I just jumped out the window and flew the fuck out of there. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2008|01:30 pm] |
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Hows the toast down there in the kingdom of fallen shadows? |
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| My superbowl bet. |
[Feb. 3rd, 2008|05:02 pm] |
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I'm not a sports fan, but I'll guess.
Giants- 17
Patriots- 14
I'm kinda rooting for the giants, mostly because no one thinks they will win, haha. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2008|02:21 am] |
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My total weight loss is 15 pounds, I'm really sick rite now though. That is why I am losing so much weight. I'm so sick, I never feel like eating. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2008|04:01 pm] |
My diet is going GREAT!
I didn't even know this was possible... but
I weighed myself on the day I started my diet.
Then today, after eating my lunch even I weighed myself again...
I already lost 8 pounds!
Isn't that crazy?
I have only been eating about 1700 calories a day, and I guess I take well to diets.
Remember this isn't even a crash diet, it's just eating more healthy stuff, and working out.
My daily workout is as follows.
60 crunches
As many incline push ups as I can do.
20 sit ups.
about 10 minutes of isometrics.
Then in my gym class I just play as hard as I can every day.
This diet is going great. |
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| Hopes For Summer |
[Jan. 30th, 2008|01:43 am] |
http://www.makeacountdown.com/?id=324721
A count down to summer I made.
BTW I hope we get a snow day, the wind is 29mph and it is 12 degrees with snow,humidity is 77% and we have freezing fog.
I hope it gets really icy on the roads (drive safe). |
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| School stuff. |
[Jan. 29th, 2008|11:32 pm] |
First off, here were my final grades for last semester.
English- C
Geometry- D+
Theater- B
Art- B
Economics- D
Tech lit- C
Those are really good if you have any idea how much I apply myself.
I slept all of English, every day. Then just did my work when she handed it out. I read none of the books.
Geometry I did about 3 of the 50 assignments we did, but then... without studying.. got A's on my tests. 100 percents. I slept about 80% of the time in there.
Theater I did great on everything, never slept... I just skipped one performance which was where we had to memorize a children's book then recite it to the kids class. I skipped it because if you think about it it is stupid. There is a children's theater class. WTF. Im not in children's theater, Im in my 2nd year of theater 2 and it's just fucking retarded to have to do shit that doesn't require acting... I'M NOT IN CHILDREN'S THEATER AND I DON'T WANT TO BE!
Art I did pretty much perfect on all my projects, I just never did the sketch book activities. The reason is because of how stupid they are. One of them was filling 5 pages up with different lines... giving them each a name or what mood they represent then writing 3 sentences about each line saying why it expresses that mood... Very pointless to say the least.
Economics I did about 10% of my homework, and then just did good on the tests. But the tests aren't heavily weighed so it didn't get me to good of a grade. I slept about 70% of the time there too.
Tech lit was basically Microsoft class. I spent about 80% of the time just screwing around on the internet and listening to music. The rest of the time was doing the projects which are just following like 100 steps out of a book to make a database. Its all just copying shit basically. But what I did was just rush threw each one in about 15 minutes, skimming all the steps.
Most of the shit i didn't do is REALLY crazily easy... That's why I'm just going to put up with it, and get all A's. I'll allow some B's but A's is what I'm shooting for.
So far it is going great. I have better classes, and It is easier to listen and stay awake for them. |
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| Diet |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|10:36 pm] |
I'm starting a diet tomorrow. I have been thinking about it for a while. Crash diets / Low Carb / Commercial diets suck. I'm going to do it the old fashioned way. I'm going to only drink diet soda, bring sack lunches to school, do less snacking, and exercise. Hope this turns out good. If I don't loose weight now, it's just going to get harder to do with age.
Wish me luck. My goal it to loose 60 pounds. |
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| This has to be a record! |
[Jan. 6th, 2008|04:41 am] |
The freaking humidity is 94% here rite now!
Thats just crazy!
It looks like theres an invisible fire everywhere!
Plus its like 42 degrees, which is craxy cause it was just below freezing earlier today. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2007|07:22 pm] |
My friend David O's dad died on Monday.
I'm not sure what I should say to him when he comes back to school. |
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| yay |
[Sep. 27th, 2007|07:07 pm] |
| 1st-ENG 11 | 78 | / | C+ |
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| 2nd-TH ARTS 2 | 88 | / | B+ | | 3rd-GEOMETRY | 83 | / | B | | 4th-ART 2 2D | 93 | / | A | | S1-5th-ECONOMICS | 79 | / | C+ | | 6th-TECH LIT | 88 | / | B+ |
Boo-Yeah |
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| Yeah |
[Sep. 24th, 2007|07:26 pm] |
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My girlfriend Susan and I had to break up. Her parents decided we weren't allowed to, after we were dating for almost 4 months.
aww well.
fuck it.
Kinda funny though, I just walked to the store, and then a few moments ago I got a call. It was one of Jaron's friends, thinking Jaron was back in town because he saw me. Haha! |
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| ugh. |
[Aug. 29th, 2007|02:13 am] |
I am in the weirded mood lately.
I just never know how to act anymore. I'm sort of tired of being know as "the funny guy".
I'm fine with joking around, but every time I try to be real, I get people thinking it is a fucking joke.
I'll get over it.
I think I am going threw another spike of puberty.
All of sudden, I get angry a lot, I get weird impulses. Normally, I never would have sent Sean those messages. I never show my anger like that. I need a punching bag bad.
I just feel kinda shitty really.
I JUST got home from having a lot of fun over and Carly and Matt's.
Rachel and Bill were there and I had a great time.
But as soon as I am alone.... I feel REAAAAALLLLY alone. As if I hadn't had human contact in months.
The strange thing is that when I feel this way, I start to think of just shutting people out. Sitting in my room all day. Being lazy, not giving a fuck about anything. Skipping school, letting everyone hate me. Cause I really just don't care anymore.
I am so confused, I can barely gather my thoughts. I guess it is just unexplainable.
I love you. |
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| FUCK! |
[Aug. 29th, 2007|02:01 am] |
I feel like such a fucking idiot!
I was painting my stupid mp3 iBob (snapbox x40) with some model paint.
I noticed that some of the paint got under the LED screens cover....
Just proves even more that is was a piece of shit.
So I got off the cover, and cleaned off the led.
It looked like I got most of the paint off.
But just to check I held it up to light in my room.
I was sitting at my desk, then when my hand went up and over towards my work light... MY fucking had slammed right into the desk causing me to drop the mp3 player. Not really drop it... MORE LIKE THROW IT.
I'm not sure what exactly it hit...but with out that protective cover on it just fucking smashed it.
I just got it so I was getting really nervous and worried. I put on the cover quick and turned it on to check if i still worked. Its now just a black screen with random colors and black lines sticking out from where it brooke. The mp3 player still plays music, but its 4gb and now i have no way of navigating the damn thing.
MY last one was a really cool sony one. It was 80$ for 2gb, but had a small screen.
Well stupid me, I though oh a snapbox x40.. bright LED screen, plays video, has FM tuner, voice recorder, can record the radio! wow sounds great.
Little did I know I was buying a scam from china.
The video is about .5 frames per second.
the radio is never clear.
not only that but the navigation sucked. Even with the screen, you have no way of finding the song you want to play fast.
But now that It has no screen, It is practically useless.
I miss my old mp3 player.
and this one is now even more of a piece of shit.
Well sense the screen was broken, I decided to make it match. so I broke the protector too. It was already scratched to hell anyway just from being in my pocket.
Long story short.
I need to get some money for a new mp3 player.
Get a REAL Mp3 player, like a philips or Ipod or sony or mitsubishi.
This thing is just a huge turd.
FUCK
this sucks,
oh well....
I'll have to deal it until I can save up enough money to buy one I guess. I just really love music, and now I can't listen to it on the go anymore. Its going to be a lot of getting used too.
Anyone got an mp3 player on sale?
(even an Ipod shuffle, my iBob doesn't even have a shuffle feature, haha) |
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| I might have to kill someone. |
[Aug. 27th, 2007|11:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | mood |
| | Calming myself down. | ] |
| [ | music |
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I'm not going to KILL him, just beat him till he stops moving.
This guy named Sean won't leave my girlfriend alone. She told me on the phone today that she does not like him, and he won't leave her alone. She said that Sean won't stop sending her messages on Myspace, leaving her phone messages ect. ect.
She was crying about it, saying that she wants him to leave her alone.
I was REALLY REALLY REALLY MAD so I called Matt Akins for advice. He said to send him a myspace message, and to not resort to violence just yet.
o I sent him this myspace message.
" Back off of Susan! She is going out with ME.
She doesn't want to be with you!
THIS IS MY ONLY WARNING TO YOU.
STOP TELLING HER TO BREAK UP WITH ME.
STOP LEAVING HER COMMENTS ON MYSPACE ALL THE TIME.
Leave her the FUCK alone.
We both know that I can kick the living hell out of you.
IF YOU DON'T STOP NOW, ME AND YOU AND GOING TO HAVE A BIIIIIG FUCKING PROBLEM HERE!
Well not me.
YOUR going to be the one who is getting the shit beat out of him.
DON'T TEST ME!
I AM NOT FUCKING KIDDING DUDE.
BACK THE FUCK OFF."
I was hoping he would say sorry, and back off, but nooooo he made a big mistake and responded with this.
" dude fuck you she said she said she's gonna to she see's you more then me "
well obviously he is an idiot and so he sent me ANOTHER message about 10 seconds after that one.
" btw that cam out wrong she see's me more than you "
So I wrote him this about.... 10 min ago
"Big fucking mistake you stupid mother fucker.
I know you have a HUGE crush on her. I just talked to her today you little fuck, I don't get to see her as much as you do because I live an hour away from her house!
It's not like we don't try to see each other.
We tell each other we LOVE each other because...WE FUCKING DO LOVE EACHOTHER!
I get my car in the next few weeks, and Susan and I can finally see each other 5-6 times a week.
I warned you Sean, If she tells me you are still trying to go out with her. and if you see you messaging her again.
I WILL FUCKING BEAT THE MOTHER FUCKING SHIT OUT OF YOU!
LETS SEE YOU BE TOUGH SHIT TO MY FACE YOU LITTLE BASTARD ASS GOAT FUCKER! I KNOW YOU DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO STAND UP TO ME! AND IF YOU DO...
WELL THEN I AM GLAD BECAUSE THEN I HAVE TO CHANCE TO RELEASE ALL THIS ANGER I HAVE BEEN SAVING UP!
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
FUCK YOU!
I'm not just talking shit here.
If Susan tells me you are still annoying her, which she just told me TODAY. I will..... WILL KICK YOUR ASS!
You don't want to fuck with me. Don't push me any further you stupid, retarded mother fucking piece of dog shit."
and actually while putting together this entry got this from sean.
" w/e she's my friend i'm not gonna listen to your shit but i'll backoff"
So he is going to back off eh?
well he was acting like Susan never even said she didn't like him, and that she didn't say he was annoying her. So I just wrote to him that I didn't ever mind if they were friends. I told him that Susan and I love each other, and that I just don't want him trying to screw up our relationship. I told him I would never tell Susan who she is allowed to talk to.
But I can't send it.
He removed me from him friends list =D.
What a dumb piece of shit though huh? It was like he was calling me a lier. Which I don't know about you, but that REALLY pisses me off bad.
w/e means whatever.
and then he says that what I was saying is shit.
Well Fuck him.
If I see him. I'll fight him.
If I fight him, he is going to loose BAD.
Ohhhhh how I want to beat him with my bare hands until he is just laying on the floor twitching, and has to go to the hospital. Thats a lie. I really just want to kill him. but as we all know, murder is wrong.
But I still would like to kill him. =D
anyways.
how was you day? |
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| I'm giving in... |
[Aug. 18th, 2007|03:53 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | System of a Down..Steal This Album | ] |
Well I'm giving in...
Lately, everybody has been pressuring me to write in my live journal. Hope you are happy now. But I decided, if I'm going to do this, I might as well do it rite. I'm going to write in this journal EVERY DAY. Actually I got the idea from Tray. He is doing a 365 day video blog. There really funny, even if you don't know Trey, you need to check them out. Go to www.treykane.com
I would truly love to do a 365 day video blog... But
1. It would be a rip off of Trey.
2. Nobody would want to watch it.
3. I would probably loose interest due to no viewers.
So I'll just write rite here alright?
Wow I just noticed I said some form of rite 3 times in a row...sweetness. Anyway, so here's how my day went.
I woke up around 7:00 pm, which will be a problem in a few weeks when I go back to school. When I went downstairs, my mom was leaving to go to the last "Parties in the Park" of the year. I talked her into giving Ryan and I money to go eat at Fazolis.
Eating really REALLY sucks rite now though. I just got my braces on Thursday, not all of them though. I just have brackets on from K-9 tooth to K-9 Tooth on the top and bottom. That's not what hurts though. My teeth are really crowded, I can hardly get floss in between them. But they had to put some of those fucking rubber bands between all of the molars. And they have to stay there till my next appointment in two weeks. My mouth constantly hurts, Its hard to explain, but they also feel really tight. The brackets don't bother me though, they kinda feel cool in my mouth. It just feels weird to run my tongue over them.
I got them in a metallic black color, mostly for the nick name my friend David and I thought of. You can call me this too. That's rite now you can officially call me "Full Metal Grill". Great name huh?
It is seriously hard to eat though. Its like having a bad tooth ache in all teeth, and there all super sensitive. It hurts to just push on them with my tongue. I got Alfredo, and it was still to hard to chew. I ended up just swallowing most of it whole.
So that's pretty much all I did today though. After that all I have done is watched "Half Baked" then got on the computer and worked on my web site while watching "The Cosby Show". Not a bad day, just really....empty? not boring just really....hmm..... I guess uneventful would be the rite word.
links
Check out my site! Came out pretty good for a Geo-cities site.
http://www.geocities.com/rubberdeath/
Also Treys video blog!
www.treykane.com |
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[Apr. 8th, 2007|04:21 pm] |
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Happy Zombie Jesus Day! |
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